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WTF DREAMS?
I've been recording my dreams for quite a long time, and will be transferring all of them from paper/word docs to this journal for better organization. All dreams will be posted under the date that I wrote them up, except for dreams prior to 2000 - those were written months if not years after they occured, so the exact dates are not known.


WARNING: My dreams are often very violent, and I sometimes write about it in detail.
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Apr. 27th, 2008 @ 03:33 pm (no subject)
I dreamt that there had been a mistake. Kiota wasn't dead at all - she was in a coma. I visted her in the hospital. She was different - a little girl, around 6 or 7. I watched her first movements - a twitch in her fingers, a flicker of her eyelid... I held her in my arms as she awoke. I kissed her forehead and stroked her hair. And... she was back. She was back in this world again. I cried and lifted her up. I carried little Kiota around her hospital room and showed her all the letters and photographs that had been sent to her and put up on the walls.


I was involved in a type of Japanese boxing called kiite. It was my job to tie the ties on the boxer's gloves. The gloves were white with blue lacing. But I died and went to hell because my own gloves were tied poorly. I had to prove myself as a competant boxer before I would be allowed to go to heaven.
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Apr. 20th, 2008 @ 07:05 pm (no subject)
I was being raped by a friend. I tried pushing him away, yelling for him to stop, and threw some pepper in his face (we were near a spice rack apparently?). I was crying and calling for Jeremy to come help me. Jeremy came in the room and thought I was having consentual sex and was angry with me. Our friend got off me and I ran to Jeremy sobbing. Jeremy realized what was going on and beat up our friend.

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I was the Queen of the Little People. The Little People were a race of half-rabbits, half-humans. It was my job (and all females, but to a lesser extent) to have sex with as many rabbits and humans as possible, one after another. It was required by law. All girls would start doing it after reaching puberty, so that we could have as many half-rabbit half-human offspring as possible. I had rabbit genitals and a bunny tail, and some of the Little People had rabbit ears. I had two daughters - Ashley who was 5, and another daughter who was 8.

I went to a party and was talking to a guy who said he was a famous novelist, but I hadn't heard of him. He hadn't heard of me either, which annoyed me. Someone told me that as far as the country of Little People was concerned, I was only the Queen of Breeding. That made me angry so I killed them. Then I found out that without telling me, another queen and a king had been instated as figureheads - they had no actual power, but they were still recognized as king and queen. This infuriated me, but I had to walk with them up to their thrones in a ceremony. I was seated on a little wicker stool, and so I used my magic powers to transform my stool into an elaborate silver throne and created for myself a smooth black staff with a crystal ball at the top. I was able to extend and retract the length of the staff with my magic depending on whether or not I was sitting or standing. I defied the council that had put the king and queen in place and emphasized I was the one in charge, and to prove my power turned some of the audience into large (and beautiful) flowering plants. No one else disagreed with me.

I was in a basement talking to my older daughter, and I showed her a purple porcelain box. I asked her if she knew what was inside and she didn't. So I opened it, and on top was a small paper envelope. I opened it and showed it to her - inside were Ashley's ashes, apparently she had died. Underneath the envelope was freshly made coconut rice. I put the envelope back inside and closed the box, and then locked it into a secret compartment in a desk drawer, and then locked the drawer. As I was locking it up, I was attacked by a man. Turns out he was evil and he had a group of henchmen with him. He had powerful magic, and I tried to fight him. I tried to kill him using my staff to focus an annihilating spell on him, and it seemed to be working but then he laughed and was completely fine. I wasn't able to hurt him with magic, so I took a katana down from the wall and swung it at his neck, but it passed through like he was made of air. I tried to hit him a few more times and stab him but nothing happened. He laughed and said that weapons like that didn't work anymore, so I swung it at one of his henchmen and cut off his head. I told him he was obviously wrong. The rest of the henchmen started to attack me, and I easy cut off a few more heads. I told them I was going to kill one of them every day until the evil man was dead, and so it would be in their best interest to try to kill him too. I then locked them all in the basement and hoped that they'd take care of him for me.
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Mar. 13th, 2008 @ 09:15 pm (no subject)
I was on a plane coming from Cleveland. It was for the filming of a movie, and I was going to be an extra. A blizzard started and the plane shook and people screamed, but we made it through. After the sky cleared and I could see out the window, I looked down. The roads were full of cars that had been abandoned. Nothing was moving and no lights were on. It was creepy, but I figured it was for the movie. But then the plane started going down and we landed in a vacant airport. All the people were gone. The plane then turned into something much larger, like a small space station. People started boarding it, but they were bad/evil/aliens. They had syringes and injected two people with something and left. Soon the people who were injected started babbling incoherently and acting like crazy zombies. We got scared and forced them off the plane. Then more people came on with syringes, and I was injected. I made the people promise that if I turned crazy to kill me. It didn't seem like it was doing much, but then suddenly people weren't able to understand what I was saying. What I was saying sounded normal to me, but it was a word salad to everyone else. I was thinking coherently though, and desperately tried to find a way to communicate. I tried writing but it wasn't working well, though I was able to get people to realize I wasn't insane. I was also able to speak correctly if I talked very slowly and paused between each word. However a girl who had taken the promise to kill me seriously had gotten another syringe of something lethal. She charged at me with it while I screamed "No!" but she forced me down and injected it. I was furious and grabbed her and picked her up and slammed her down on the ground. The first injection had apparently given me super strength, and I went crazy bashing her on the floor until she was dead. I burned with rage, but was still alive. For some reason the second thing I was injected with had no effect. I yelled at people not to mess with me and threw furniture around the room, feeling strong and powerful. I still needed a way to communicate though - I tried sign language (which I was apparently fluent in) but no one there knew it, and so then I tried speaking in Japanese. Fortunately there was a Japanese woman there, and she could understand me. For some reason I was able to speak coherently in Japanese, but not in English. Most of the rest of my dream was in Japanese. I decided to use my super strength for good and fight the bad people. I went around breaking into people's houses looking for a weapon. I found some iron rods and took one. I then wanted a blade sharp enough to slice limbs off in one stroke. I found some knives and a saw but they broke when I tested them. I told people I wanted a katana, but couldn't say it fast enough and had to say it slowly and broken: "need......katana....". I looked toward the entrance to the building I was in and saw a light approaching. I knew it was something bad so I started running in the opposite direction, down a long corridor. It was divided into sections, and I ran 1/14 into section 3 (3.14). I heard an announcement, and then the bad/evil/alien people started to attack. Flames shot through the corridor through sections one and two, but I was far back enough not to be hit. Everyone between me and the entrance were killed in the flames. I continued to run back until I reached the dormitory section of the building. I went into someone's bedroom and found several katanas on the floor under some laundry. I tried them out on a chair, and only one was sharp and strong enough to slice right through it. So I took that katana and went out to fight.
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Mar. 6th, 2008 @ 03:50 pm (no subject)
I was having an affair with a rich married man, and decided that I wanted him and his money all to myself. I had never been to his house before, but it was huge and in a gated community. I snuck inside and watched his house, and when his wife came out on the balcony I released a gas that made people disoriented and confused. The gas was light and rose so I stayed close to the ground, but I still felt some of the effects. Then I got on stilts so I could reach the balcony, and climbed onto it and stabbed his wife to death, including almost severing her head. I then tossed her body and the bloody curtains she was standing next to off the balcony, and told the people standing below to throw everything in a river. I went into the house, and was shocked to find it a mess with cheap ugly furniture. I found the man I was having an affair with and told him what happened - he was very happy to hear his wife was dead (apparently he didn't like her very much) and kissed me. I told him that his house was far too messy and that he'd have to clean it up, and his furniture was unacceptable and he'd have to buy a new couch. He was eager to please me and said he would. Later he decided to throw a party to celebrate his wife being gone, and said that he was going to invite 20 of his ex-girlfriends. I asked why and he said it was because I was "good at killin'". We laughed, and I started thinking about how fun it would be to kill 20 more people.

In another dream, Fry from Futurama was my boyfriend.
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Feb. 25th, 2008 @ 11:57 am (no subject)
I was running away from people. I don't know what they wanted with me but I needed to get away from them. I was running through a building and kept going through different doors but they were able to follow me. I carried a knife, and whenever they got close I would attack them. I cut large gashes in one girl's arm, and then another girl across her face. While I was running I went into a stairwell, and there were many rabbits all over. I ran past them and kept going. Eventually it was just one very fat girl running after me, and I found a bike a started riding it away. I was with someone else who was escaping with me, and we biked through woods and through streams.

I had to do puzzle for a math class. I needed to put the right combination of baskets and a stuffed bunny in a cart so that they weighed the right amount. I got it right and a guy came out with two huge ice cream sundaes. I also got a gingerbread house. I told him that I couldn't accept them, but he insisted so I waited for Jeremy to show up and gave everything to him. But then I realized that I was dreaming so it wasn't real, and ate them all.


Outside of Miller there were lots of funiture that people were throwing out. I wanted to go look at them and maybe take something, but they wouldn't let me since I wasn't an employee.

Other dreams involved cats, sex, and noise.
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Feb. 23rd, 2008 @ 01:45 pm (no subject)
I dreamt I was raped. The guy ripped off my clothes and was touching me everywhere. I was in a room indoors, and I grabbed a pencil in one hand and scissors in the other and threated to stab him if he didn't stop. He was a lot stronger than me though, so he just grabbed my wrists and pinned me down while he pentrated me. Later I ran off and cried, and had huge purple and yellow bruises on my wrists. It was scary.

Later I was setting up a doll house. My mom moved it over and dropped it. I was extremely upset, but forunately I had a "backup" doll house in another room.
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Jan. 31st, 2008 @ 04:04 pm (no subject)
I was with a large group of people running around in a building full of science labs. It was night and we were breaking into the labs and stealing supplies to make explosives with sodium. I filled a syringe with what we needed, and started filling a bag with more syringes and needles. Then suddenly an alarm went off, and security started showing up. We panicked and tried to escape - I ran toward one door and was blocked by a very large security guard - I stabbed in the chest with my syringe and pushed down the plunger. At another door, more men were appearing including the owner of the lab. Some of the people in my group got caught, but some other people and I managed to get past them and ran out looking for an exit. We found a fire exit and opened the door and ran out. I was thinking about how easy it had been to escape, when the real security showed up - a trained pterodactyl. I was very impressed and yelled "cool!" but then it flew down and ate a couple of the people with me. We kept running and ran through a small patch of woods, and then on the other side was a fast food restaurant. One girl in the group stopped in the parking lot to rest - she put her bag down and took out a bottle of water. We couldn't see the pterodactyl from there, but I knew it was still behind us, so when I ran through the parking lot I grabbed her water and backpack and ran into in the restaurant, hoping she'd follow behind. I ran straight back into one of the bathrooms and locked the door and hid under a table. Then the pterodactyl crashed into the windows, and I could hear people screaming. The bathroom door got rammed open, and I ran out and left the building. There were only a few other people who were still alive. We ran into an office building and I went into the elevator. I decided to go to the top floor, but when I got there the pterodactyl flew into the building, destroying it. I was protected by the elevator shaft and survived.


I was outside with a group of people, and there were several tigers. I had a small, old white tiger on a leash. On its back was a zipper, and inside it was empty (no organs or anything) and I used the space as a bag and filled it with art supplies. We were going camping so I put camping equipment inside the tiger as well. I started getting bug bites which made the skin of my arms dry and discolored. I put anti-itch cream that looked like fake tanner all over my arms, and it relieved the dryness and fixed the color. Later I was in my bathroom and looked in the mirror, and my arms had become deformed - my upper arms were very large but my lower arms were tiny, my shoulders looked like they were dislocated, and all of my ribs were sticking out. I was worried and tried moving my arms around to shift everything back into place, and it seemed to work.
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Jan. 29th, 2008 @ 06:31 pm (no subject)
I was able to travel between dimensions by jumping through special portals. I was with Miso and a group of people who were also dimension-hopping. We tried to enter another dimension by jumping off a table but it was the wrong spot, but then we saw ourselves jumping off the railing and knew that was the next spot to go. We went up the stairs, and I held Miso and jumped off. It was scary because it was high up, but instead of hitting the floor we went through an invisible portal and landed safely in the new dimension. Once we were there, we were all wearing gold helmets and found ourselves in a painting class. We hung around there for a while and then decided to move on.

Later I was trying to get back to my home dimension, and I thought I was there but someone mentioned something about the story in the Harry Potter books being hundreds of years old. I got freaked out and said that's not right at all, they were written in the current time. But then someone said that here the Harry Potter universe wasn't just a story - it was real! I looked up and saw lots of people riding around on broomsticks and realized I had my own wand and could do magic. I was so happy I started crying and decided to stay in this dimension and stop trying to get home.

Then I was a middle-aged Persian man (with a very realistic accent). I went to a woman who I thought was my wife and found her naked in bed with another man. I kicked the man in the face and demanded to know what was going on. My wife insisted that in this dimension she was married to the other man, and that I was also married to a man. I told her she was lying and that she was my wife and I loved her, but she said to look in the living room and there was a framed photo of me with my partner. I went through the house and couldn't find any photo, so I ran back yelling "You devil woman! There is no photograph!" thinking she was lying to get away with cheating. She was frightened by my anger and said it was a blue photo in a white frame by the fireplace. I left the room to go look again.

Then I was me again in a large house. I wanted to take a shower, but I couldn't find a good place to do it - in one bathroom, the only light was a dim green neon bulb on the ceiling. I was exploring the house and looking into the different rooms. They were the bedrooms of my dream-brothers and sisters. Some were still asleep and didn't like getting woken up. I very horny was looking for a stuffed animal to hump (there were no attractive people around), and I wasn't having luck finding one. In one room there was a TV which was a portal to a Zelda dimension - it was in an 8-year-old girl's room and she showed it to me. I tested it and put my hand into the TV. I wanted to see the dimension, so I stuck my head into the TV and just like she said the other side was Gerudo Valley. I held onto her leg when I looked so if she tried to push me in she'd get pulled in too. But she didn't and I came out without a problem. Then I went to the top floor where there was a large computer lab. There I found two stuffed animals which were both supposed to be tigers crossed with koalas. One of the guys at a computer came over and said that both of them came with baby stuffed animals too, though they looked very different. The "babies" were small and purple with detachable iridescent wings. Eventually I found a large stuffed lion to use.

I was at an anime convention and was able to materialize a real Silence Glaive just by thinking about it. There was a girl cosplaying as Sailor Saturn and trying to say that her Glaive was better than mine, so I told her to try to attack the wall with it. She did and it broke, and I easily sliced right through it. Then I used it to cut through table legs and other random objects. While spinning it around I accidentally cut through a person, so I made my Glaive turn into a prop made out of plastic and cardboard so no one could prove that I did it. Later I decided to make myself an Eternal Sailor Saturn costume the same way, but it was difficult to get it right and I had to keep adjusting parts. One girl was harassing me about something, so I used my Glaive to cut off her hands.
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Jan. 12th, 2008 @ 05:04 pm (no subject)
I dreamt I was a Gundam pilot. I was there with all the GW boys and was hanging out with Duo. My Gundam was purple, and smaller than the others. It was a lot of fun to pilot it, and I ran around on a highway in it. I was going too fast and a drawbridge was opening - I tried to stop but I fell off the bridge. People were going after me, but the suit was waterproof so I walked along the bottom of the river. Somehow I was able to escape and get away.

I found a bunch of baby kittens in an attic. When I was bringing them down, I noticed another baby that looked different. It was the size of kitten, but didn't look like a kitten. It had a tuft of blue hair on its head. Turns out it was a tiny baby goat. I brought the kittens and the goat into my house and decided to keep them all.

A group of guys broke into the house I was in, and I tried to call 911 but my cellphone kept messing up and wouldn't dial the right numbers. I called Courtney and asked her to call 911 for me, but then I tried again and was able to dial and get through.

I was able to transport by crawling into a large microwave and then entering the address of where I wanted to go.

I had a lot of stuff packed up in a room with a lot of other people's stuff. There was a guy in there who set the room on fire. I put the fire out by smothering in, and then moved my stuff out of the room.
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Dec. 2nd, 2007 @ 06:49 pm (no subject)
I was dressed in gothic lolita clothes and was at the mall. I had hurt my knee so I was using a wheelchair. I found a store selling lolita clothes, and was looking around and thought about buying a hat or a purse, but I left without buying anything.


I was watching an anime series where little people were living inside a man. He was a test subject for a drug company, and had to swallow a lot of pills. The pills were all capsules, and when they got to his stomach the people there would sort through the capsules and figure out which were safe to injest. Then when I was putting away the DVDs I noticed that several had broken in the DVD player. I wanted to make the girl who owned the DVD player to pay for them.

Later I was in a room with a bunch of people, and a group of guys drove into the room in two Jeeps. One guy threw his bags into the first Jeep, and the seats started to move and the Jeep ate the bags. He jumped in the car after them, and he got eaten two. Then two more guys went in the car to try to get him out, and they got eaten. People started freaking out and accused one of the guys they were with of doing something to the car to make it eat people. Mulder was there, and I tried to stay close to him hoping that he would protect me. Mulder somehow figured out that there a dimensional rip in the room, and that there were duplicates of objects on opposite sides of the room. While he was looking at the duplicate objects (mostly bags of candy) I heard a faint voice say "Kill me". A few other people heard it too, and thought that the guy who they suspected had killed the other people with the car was saying it. But it was coming from a different part of the room. I figured out that it was an apple that was saying it. I picked up the apple and asked it to repeat it to confirm that it was indeed the apple that was talking. The apple said "Kill me" again. I told the apple I didn't feel comfortable killing anything, even an apple. I asked the apple why it wanted to die. The apple said something vague about knowing a secret, and again begged to be killed. So I gave the apple to someone else in the room, and he ate it. There were two doors out of the room - one went to another room where people were watching TV, and the other door went into a hallway. I opened the door to the other room, and no one was there. I closed the door and went out into the hallway through the other door, and then went into the other room through a door in the hallway. All the people were there. I was very frightened, and was clinging to Mulder but he was getting annoyed with me. I joined the people in the TV room who were oblivious as to what was going on in the room next to them. A tortoiseshell cat was scratching at the door between the rooms so I let her in. As soon as she was in the room she ran to the hallway door and wanted to go out, so I let her out. I then went back to the door between the rooms and went through, but it was the other dimension so no one was in the room. So I went back into the other room (all the other people had left by now) and went back to the TV room through the hallway. I told the people there that if they went into the other room, that they had to leave through the door to the hallway.
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Nov. 30th, 2007 @ 07:27 pm (no subject)
I was at the mall with some friends and went into a store. A group of the "popular" kids from high school was there, and started making fun of us. They said why each of our majors was stupid, etc. One of the girls said something mean to me, so I shot back "At least I'm not HIV positive!" having no idea if she actually was. Apparently she was, because she looked worried and demanded to know if I knew if anyone else was. I said no. Then later I walked by her in the checkout line, and she kicked my shin. I must have actually hit it on something, because the pain woke me up.


I was staying somewhere with a large group of people. ANH was there, and he had started stretching his ears. He said they were at "7g" and I told them that was a very uncommon gauge. He was wearing pretty yellow dichro plugs, and I took one out to compare it to my 7/16" eyelet to see which was bigger, because they looked a lot larger than 7g. But I decided that the 7/16" eyelet was 2mm larger. Later I was packing to go somewhere, and I had these three stuffed My Little Ponies. A couple girls stole them just to be mean and threw them in a pile of other toys, and I had to search for them to get them back. I had taken Miso and Marny with me and let them run around outside with a bunch of other cats. It was time to go back home so I went outside and called for them - eventually both of them showed up, but first a couples cats who looked like them came to my calls and I had to figure out who really was Miso and Marny, and I regretted not putting collars on them.

Somehow related to the above, I was introducing several people to a crowd. They were all secretaries for someone. One girl I introduced as living in the top room of the house, which was my old doll house. There were also two women named Adrienne.
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Nov. 23rd, 2007 @ 04:02 pm (no subject)
The characters from Family Guy were there, and I think I was part of their family. Stewie kept eating and eating, and ended up pooping all over the house. Then I was at what might have been a high school, and Chris had gotten in trouble for something. I wanted to know what was going on, and since that since he was my brother they had to tell me. Whatever he was being held for though he hadn't actually done, and so he was released. I ran over and hugged him and everyone was happy.


I was sitting in the back of my mom's Volvo XC70 with a bunch of people and a magical cat. The cat had a device that looked like a megaphone, but was actually used to transport people through time. It could only be used to go forward in time though, and you couldn't chose when in time you'd go to. I decided to take a chance and see where I'd end up. The cat pointed it at me and pressed the button, and nothing happened. Then I held it myself and pointed it at me and pressed the button, and it activated and right before I was transported I grabbed my purse and the cat. And then I was still in the car, but it was just me. My purse was there, but no one else was. Apparently it transported me and the car and all the inanimate objects inside, but nothing living. It was night time and just after a rain so everything was wet. I opened the door in the back, and before I could get out a man jumped into the car and tried to rob me. I insisted that I had nothing of value, and made him tell me what year it was. He said it was 2064. He asked if I was a time traveler, and I said yes - this was my first trip. He then left without taking anything. It was chilly so I put on my coat, grabbed my purse, and went out of the car. I had the keys with me, so I locked it. Fortunately the exact spot where we ended up was a parking space. I'm not sure where I started out, but I was now in what looked like a city. I decided to walk along the streets and see what the future was like. Fashion had changed, and now a lot of bright colors were in style. I decided to see if I could find any people that I knew from my time, even though I knew they'd be a lot older. I realized that I was in Vienna, and the side streets had been built up so much it looked like a city. I came to 123 though, and although there were more buildings, it wasn't too different. I went back and got my car and decided to drive to my house. Then the dream was a movie and I was watching it, and there was a woman driving and she decided to go to her family's farm instead.

Later, I had found some girls who I had known before, and I was driving around with them. I asked them how other people I knew were doing, and I wanted to go see Jeremy even though I knew he'd be 40 years older than me now. We stopped in a cafe that I had gone to before, and it was surprisingly very similar to how it was 40 years ago. I was looking at the menu, and then I had to go to the bathroom. And then I woke up.
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Nov. 18th, 2007 @ 06:00 pm (no subject)
I was walking for hours across fields, over rivers, through forests, etc to get to a fair at the "Anderson Building". It actually wasn't that far by car, but I didn't think there would be anywhere to park so I decided to walk. There were weird little games there, like being able to name all the vegetables in a bowl. I got 30 points in the vegetable game. Some of the games were in a pizza restaurant, and I left my shoes, a red folder, and a red metal box there so I had to come back. I came back by car, and found all my stuff. They also sold some random groceries, so I bought some noodle bowls.

I was on Mars looking for a bathroom. I was in an underground city and went into an office building. All over the building was water - indoor water falls, fountains, etc. I was on the 1st floor and they told me the only public bathrooms were on the 3rd floor. I thought that was dumb and kept wandering around the building, but every bathroom I found said "Employees Only". Finally I just decided to go to the 3rd floor, and so I found an elevator. A woman and her young daughter got in as well, and they were also going to the 3rd floor. The elevator shook and moved, but the woman told me that was normal. Inside the elevator, I looked up at the ceiling - it was glass, and there was water above it. I was confused, but then the elevator reached the surface of the water and we were on the surface of the planet. The elevator turned into a water bus and we started moving sideways to dock. In front of us was a city made of entirely of white stone. There were strange yet lovely statues all over. The sun was shining, and the water was a perfect clear blue. I just couldn't get over how beautiful it was. After we docked and got out, I realized that the city was just a tourist thing - the buildings were mostly just shops and restaurants. But it still looked beautiful. My parents showed up, and I realized I didn't have my camera with me so I asked someone there where I could buy one. We went inside; my dad wandered off and my mom was looking at Martian cheeses. I asked where the bathroom was, and was told that it was in the McDonald's between the Mrs Fields and the surf shop. I found it but there was a long line. And then I woke up.
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Nov. 17th, 2007 @ 03:56 am (no subject)
I was doing something with Warrick. I don't remember what, but I was very happy to be spending time with him.

Later I had a pair of jeans with a fake leg attached to the back that hung down between my legs. It was short, and came to my knees. It was a high fashion Japanese brand, Silver something, and it was style D of their "horror" line. I thought the jeans were kind of weird, but then I saw a spread in a magazine about the Silver (something) jeans, and how fashionable they were now. The style I had, though, was not pictured.

I was driving around in Pittsburgh and was talking to a girl in a parking lot. She told me she went to CMU. We continued talking, but I forget about what.

There was a Chinese family living in a small house next to an ally, and they sold clothes and other random things outside. I was going through the stuff and picking out stuff I wanted. There was something with a cat, or cats.
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Nov. 4th, 2007 @ 01:14 am (no subject)
A new woman had joined my system named Svetlana. She said the country and city she was from - I don't remember what it was, but she had a Russian accent. She was fronting most of the time while I just sat behind and watched. When the dream started several weeks had already passed during which her and Jeremy fell in love. Jeremy said he loved both of us equally though. At one point I got to the front for just a moment, and said "what?" Since it was said with an American accent Jeremy accused her of faking, and Svetlana had to remind him that she wasn't the only person there. She started crying and Jeremy comforted her by giving her a stuffed rabbit. She wanted to work as a hair dresser in a salon, so she practiced by giving Jeremy highlights. His hair was even longer than mine, but it was like a mullet and only long in the back. Svetlana kept talking about wanting to return to her home country, and I was worried that she would actually leave and force us all to move there. Later Jeremy took her to the Spring Hill playground and they ran around on the equipment - I had fun too, just being able to feel how happy Svetlana was. I knew Svetlana wouldn't be staying in this body forever though, and I was anxiously waiting for her to finally leave so I could take the front again. Finally somehow Svetlana left and had a body of her own - she was tall with dark hair and very beautiful. She thanked Jeremy for their time together, but said that she had to return home. I was back in control of my body again, and asked Jeremy what happened during the time that I wasn't aware. He told me how she told him all about her home country and the city where she was from, and she knew so many details despite our body never actually having been there that he had them checked out, and it was all accurate. I was happy to be with him again, and I wanted to ask him which one of us he loved more, but I decided not to.

I was in a hotel room watching two people, a man and a woman. The man kept poking in the woman's belly button until he made a hole that went all the way through her body. Then I was the one with the hole, and it was much larger and looked like all my organs were gone. I could clearly see into my body, and blood was dripping off the top of the hole. I thought it was supposed to be an illusion, but it looked too real and I got scared. Jeremy was there and I asked him to fix it but he didn't know how. So I decided to just go to sleep, and when I woke up the hole was gone.

I was at a large thrift store with my mom. I was looking for lolita clothes - I found an orange skirt that would have been perfect, but it was too small. I was looking through the shoes but I couldn't find any just right. Then I found a table with anime toys - there were a whole bunch of little handmade Sailor Saturn dolls. They were $3 and I wanted to buy them all, but my mom said they were too expensive. Then I looked at them closer and saw that they were actually rather poorly made and none of them really looked like her. Almost all the music that had been playing in the store was Japanese, and I was confused by that and wondered who was in control of it.
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Nov. 3rd, 2007 @ 01:13 am (no subject)
I went into a building - it was old an abandoned, and full with random junk. I was in a large storage room, and suddenly I got hit with a tiny wooden spike. I looked around and saw a large young girl with a blow gun. I pulled out the spike and she hit me with another one - they were very painful. I tried hiding behind a large metal object, but she was still able to hit me. She was with another girl, and they started throwing things at me. They had terrible aim and kept missing, and I was able to grab some of the objects. I threw a bunch of stuff back at them - I remember a cassette tape and a book. I ran past them out of the room, and tried to get out of the building. I then ran into another girl with a large rusted knife. She tried to cut me with it, but I was able to knock it out of her hand. I grabbed an old packing tape dispenser on the ground and cut her repeatedly with the cutting edge, creating large gashes on her face and chest. Then another girl ran around a corner and I grabbed her, just as a group of people entered the hallway from another direction. They called the girl I grabbed Sarah, and I yelled that Sarah's new name was "Human Shield". The girl in the group who had just entered pulled out a gun and started shooting at me, so I held up Sarah in front of me and she shot her several times. She continued to shoot and I held Sarah in front of me and tried to run backwards down the hallway. I found an exit door and ran out, and started yelling for help. A bunch of people came out and told me to be quiet, and took me to a small room crowded with junk. They explained that what was going on was like Battle Royale, and the place I was taken to was a break room. You weren't allowed to hurt anyone in the break room. I wasn't wearing pants and I had gotten cold, so I found a pile of old clothes and went through it for pants. I found a pair of jeans, but they were much too big. I put them on anyway and wore a belt. Then I went back out to fight some more.

- Later I was staying with Jeremy in a small hotel in room 8. People kept leaving purple shoes outside my door for me, but I didn't like any of them. A prostitute came in to have a three-some with Jeremy and I, but I was sick so I told her to go away.

- A guy died from a nosebleed during a party. Alex Anvari was there selling ecstasy that looked like acid gel tabs. He showed me his sketchbook, and there were several drawings in it done on a special fabric which was supposedly very expensive. He made a painting of astrological signs and I asked him to do a Capricorn painting for me, but he said he couldn't afford to buy more of the special fabric. Someone brought muffins and offered them to me, but I declined. She asked why and I said I was vegan, but then I took a bite of the chocolate muffin anyway to see how it tasted. I felt bad about it afterward though. Then someone else offered me Gushers - I checked the ingredients list for gelatin, and saw that it had "cow hooves" listed as an ingredient.

- A family's son died, and so they hired someone to pretend to be him. The guy the hired though only took the job so he could sell cocaine to their other son.
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Nov. 2nd, 2007 @ 01:12 am (no subject)
I was standing in a circle of other people, and we were each taking turns hitting the person next to us trying to kill them. Not everyone was doing it seriously though - the girl next to me was just hitting me with a banana peel. I was hitting the guy next to me on the head with a hatchet. I tried hitting him hard, but I wasn't able to cut very deep, though he was bleeding and the blood dripped down his face. Then we decided to stop for some reason and everyone else left. We were outside a barn, and I went in it. Outside three evil women arrived, and I could hear them just outside the walls. I left my hatchet outside, so I crept back out and grabbed in, and then went back inside. I figured out where one of the women was - she was leaning on the outside of the wall. So I attacked her from within and chopped up the wall with the hatchet, and then hit her with it. Like before though it didn't do much damage, but then I found a knife that someone dropped and started stabbing her with it. The knife was very sharp, and easily slid into her - I stabbed her several times in her neck and chest until she was dead. Then I went back inside the barn and went to the opposite wall - the second evil woman was standing on the other side of it. Again I broke through the wall with the hatchet, and then used the knife to cut her head off. I don't remember if I ever fought with the third woman, or what happened to her. During this the woman fought back, and I acquired a lot of cuts and scratches all over my arms. I decided that they could be defensive wounds, and I if I went on trial I could say it was just self defense. I realized that my fingerprints were all over the knife handle and the hacthet, but I decided not to worry about it and just tossed them aside somewhere.

Later, I had somehow acquired the ability to time travel. I went back in time a few years to when I was still in high school, and just walked around the halls. My cellphone was somehow used in time traveling, and it started beeping that the battery was dying [it really was beeping IRL] and so I quickly turned it off since I had no way to charge it, so I'd be able to get back to my own time. Part of the school was Hiram's dorms, but in my dream that was normal. I ran into Courtney, and she knew I was from the future. I wanted to talk to her but she was busy. I wondered if people could tell that I was from the future, but I decided they probably couldn't since I still dressed the same way I did then. I thought about going further into the past, but I decided to go into the future instead. I was then transported somewhere in the future, and I was walking around a city at night. There was a fireworks show in the distance, and I wanted to get closer to it. I had my camera with me so I was taking pictures of everything, including the fireworks. I had several large colorful vitamins in my pockets that kept falling out, and I kept having to search on the ground for them (but I always found them).
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Oct. 29th, 2007 @ 01:50 am (no subject)
Today:
I needed to fight this guy for some reason. I wasn't sure how the winner was going to be determined, and whether or not I should kill him, so I was uncertain how to go about attacking him. I had several things to use as weapons, but none were very good - like metal rods, and a sword that was very flimsy, like it was made of paper. There was a fake arm on a table, and I used the flimsy sword to to cut it in half, so I decided to try to cut the guy's arm off. I decided to put my sneakers on before we continued fighting, so we took a break so I could tie my shoes. Then we moved to a larger room, and I tried to cut his arm. I cut him a few times, but none of the cuts were very deep. I then pulled out another weapon out - it was an extending pole with a small claw on the end (an air conditioner repairman in CSI had one). I then rammed it into his chest - I was going for his heart but I struck right below it, and ended up grabbing his spleen instead. I pulled it out and threw it on the floor. Then the guy pulled out his own heart, and it somehow ended up in my mouth. I spit it out, and announced my victory, and everyone who was watching cheered.


Last night:
Jeremy and I were moving back into the dorms. Each dorm room was more like an apartment, with its own bathroom and kitchen. I decided to find a room on the 3rd floor of Miller instead of the 4th so we wouldn't have to go up as many stairs. To select your room, you just went in and claimed it. Jeremy was somewhere else, so I was going around by myself trying to find an available room. Eventually I found one that was part of a suite. There were several other bedrooms and a hot tub. I told everyone they would need to stay quiet, and not play music too loud. Another guy living with us was blind, so he told us we had to keep the place tidy and not leave stuff on the floor so he wouldn't trip on it. Everyone agreed to both, and then we decided to try out the hot tub.

- I had several posters that were part of a show, or a game. Each poster detailed one of the universes, and had all the characters in that part on it. I had a projector pen, and if I touched the tip to one of the little pink dots on the poster, a short silent clip of the character would be projected out of the other end.

- An evil force was creating a pool of slime in my house. Nick had a magic static electricity wand, and used it to get rid of the slime.

- Jeremy and Emiley were taking classes on a old ship in the woods. It was supposed to be for delinquents as an alternative to jail, but the classes were so good that their mom made them go there.

- There was a shooting range on campus, and before class I went there to practice shooting. I ended up missing classes because I stayed too long.

- Jeremy's mom took his family and I ice skating. Miso was there, and I was worried about leaving her alone in the cold car. Jeremy's mom said to just let her outside - there was an area by the rink just for cats. But I didn't have a collar for Miso so I didn't want to do that. So we had to take her back home.
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Oct. 27th, 2007 @ 08:28 pm (no subject)
Warrick was in one of my classes, and I was trying to become friends with him.

Jeremy and I plus two other people robbed a bank. I wanted to get an equal share, but the girl who robbed it with us didn't think I helped enough to deserve it. Jeremy convinced her I did though, and I got $15,000. I was very excited and said I now had enough to pay for the vet care of every cat in the neighborhood.

Later I was at a dinner in a large hall (looked like one of CMU's dining halls), there were lots different types of pastas and other foods, and I was trying to find food that didn't have cheese in it. After I had my food I was looking for a place to sit. There was a girl who I was friends with who I wanted to sit with, but I couldn't find her so I looked for Jeremy, but I couldn't find him either.

I was also in a wheelchair for a while. I could walk without it, but I had injured my back somehow and in order to not make it worse I needed to use the wheelchair.
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Oct. 26th, 2007 @ 09:39 pm (no subject)
I went to Japan and met a cute Japanese boy who liked me. I kept trying to talk to him in Japanese, but he was fluent in English so he always answered me in English. We were walking around a city, and I saw a theater advertising Avenue Q. I told him we had to go see it, so we went inside, but apparently there was an anime series called Avenue Q and in one of the smaller rooms they were just showing the first couple episodes on a TV. I was disappointed and we left. I had to go back home, but about a week later I decided to back and visit him. Now though instead of living in Japan he lived in Florida, so some friends and I drove down to Florida to see him. But then I realized I didn't know where he lived, or even what his name was. By chance though I ran into him, and he went with us to a beach. It was very nice weather, warm water, etc. Later after returning home, I wanted to go back to Florida and spend more time on the beach, but it was just too far to drive to again.
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